pressure = failure
so i’ve been talking to my mother lately, and i haven’t gotten those talks since a few days ago. i found out i was prematurely born, and that my mother nearly experienced death. Whew, “aren’t i a lucky one” i first thought, but i started overthinking things. I began to think that i have to do something meaningful and successful in life without a sense of huge failures with it…or else it would just mean insult to my mother, and that she had to go through me for for nothing. yeah…overthought…but when i come to think of it…my life has been full of huge failures, not success. I wonder when i can pull it through, and just get it on track to the way it should be.
